::shar:: love_chamomile

2008-06-27T21:41:00.002+08:00

sooooooo tired... so pissed... how can anyone go rob a old lady?

btw. to update. my grandma been rob... she's fine - not much injury, but please take this as a reminder for your parents and grandparents that sg is no more a safe place. arghzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

having serious mood swing... must try to control my temper and really start my diet...

'diet cannot start tomorrow already' haha~

2008-04-24T14:08:00.000+08:00

ahhhh truck!

2008-04-22T21:35:00.000+08:00

2008-04-22T19:12:00.003+08:00

when this baby wakes up, his mind will be thinking, 'that's some scary nightmare'

count myself lucky my parents didn't do that to me

2008-04-17T11:18:00.000+08:00

New things to share, farnie shit~ lol~ like i always says, kids are devil in cute packaging ><

2008-04-07T00:08:00.004+08:00

hi all, long time never update liao~ let me share something with you guys~ quite interesting, and quite touching...

2008-01-07T16:59:00.000+08:00

Hi Hi!!! Thanks to all concern for Shar Pa Pa, he's fine now, for all not updated what happened, my dad had a minor heart attack earlier on, he complained of difficulty in breathing and tightness in the chest. And ya.... its similar to the TCS guy MC King case when I related it to my classmate today lor. People, don't play play arh, my daddy at the point of heart attack don't want us to take him to hospital, luckily me and my jie jie insisted. Now, he has to be on life long medication.

Wishes to Ping's Pa Pa, also get well soon.

After my mum's, my dad's and Ping's Pa Pa incident, I really felt it is true, that some people last time sued to say, when you reached 40, you really must go on regular body checkup.

2007 has been a tiring year... Hope 2008 will be a better year lah~

Today school start liao~ another semester~ >< this morning i think i return back to like when i was in primary school, keep saying "i dun wanna go back to school~ i hate school~" so sianz... And what's more, just now in class I heard that this semester we will have alot alot more project than last semester! WTF! BTW... Another F***ing thing is.... despite taking so much $$$ SIM & RMIT now is not printing notes!!!! Students have to go print our own notes!!!!

Haiz... Seems like 08 is also not a very good year also~

2007-12-14T22:04:00.000+08:00

Wooo~ Yesterday outing a bit rush, so never buy any gifts or present, sooooo Sab~ here's a drawing i make for you wor~ Happy 22nd Birthday~ Hope next time meet you won't be a year later le lah~

2007-11-17T20:59:00.000+08:00

Back from Japan again~ Fun but not that cold there although it should be autumn there.
Anyways, thanks for all who's concern about my mum's operation and recovery, she's fine now. Still upset about my exam staff, still not in the mood to talk about it, the stress of exam although pass, but the stress of possibility of failing still haunts me constantly. I guess I better pray... pray hard...

2007-10-19T13:12:00.001+08:00

You Are 60% Control Freak

Generally, you are in control but not a control freak. You life is usually in order.
However, sometimes you get too obsessed with making everything in your life picture perfect.

Are You A Control Freak?

2007-09-30T19:32:00.001+08:00

2007-09-18T17:06:00.000+08:00

People come, people goes (physically or literally), and sometimes, its us who choose to walk of of other's life, its all parts and puzzle of life... I don't really know what I am saying, but somehow I felt life just past me, people make use of you and betray you, to them u are just a tool, how many really do cares anyway...

2007-08-19T20:13:00.000+08:00

she past away on 18 August 2007, 1.53pm. Was having lesson half way, cried, but thought she is already 97 years old, it should be a happy funeral in Chinese saying. However, the funeral didn't went so peacefuly. The sight of her, was overwhelming, tired fighting back my tears, but when the chants went on, I just lost controlled... May you go in peace, It's time for you to enjoy after so much pain you went through, love you...

2007-08-17T01:02:00.000+08:00

Got a devastating news, great grand ma in hospital, everybody now sort of got the preparation, she lost her will somehow, now everybody trying to console her, grandma, mama, i think sort of everybody is just in the mood for anything, though going off at the age 90 over is considered good and lucky in chinese saying, but what we hope more is that she could go away happily instead, she lost her will, and waste away without food and drinks. Suddenly, those moments I used to spend with my great-grandma just keep flashing back.

2007-08-15T22:16:00.001+08:00

2007-07-07T01:21:00.001+08:00

Back again~ reccently had been playing with the fortune telling hting call "zi wei dou shu" and would like to share with those who still comes in here and read my fate~ somehow quite farnie, but... Hey~ its just a game for fun~ Let's see

My first question to th eperson who looks into my calculation i ask~ am i fated to be a nun???
A expert come in say: "Relax~ u are not 泥姑命" (abit happy~ at least i will have husband) then ping become abit interested into ziwei~ then she look into mine and say "my relation with female members not that good" (BINGO), my next change of fate will be in 2008, so i better start doing good (Orhz~ then i thought to myself, die! my house got invasion of ants, i already killed billions of it~ oO~ think better start donating some money), ping advice me to work in govt sector to manage people in future~ (i thought~ good govt. sector all quite nth much to do) then ping added provided i do not corrupt coz if i do,fate will turn bad~ (ooooooo~ bad karma~ no extra income >< saded~) lastly my ping yi ma says i will marry guy same age or younger than me de (okay~ i better start looking out for younger guys)

Then another person came in~ which i see in his reply to others, all quite zhun~~~~ he say~~~
my love life is bad~ cannot expect to be smooth (yahz~ else why i now still single and desperate? ZHUN!) i will marry 2 times, 1 time openly and the other one secretly (wooo~ like stars and celebrity like that lay~) then after married i will still have boyfriend outside (waaaaaaaa~ like that not like xu chun mei meh? provided if ping is correct, they all younger than me, NURSERY here i come sia~ lolz) then he added, i cannot depend on man, cause the man i have in future will all be "useless" , urrrrmmmm yaaa.... sort of, some meaning lost in translation (so~ like that who see liao still wants me? mean together with me de~ all will be like man who won't make it big), then only thing i like is he say, my career will turn good when i am in my 26 - 27 ( good~ at least not so chiam~ but how come i got worse feeling is, my future the guys all will cheat my money lay???)

Anyway~ i know just a game~ cannot take it too seriously~ btw, anybody knew any nursery got handsome kids? i need to plan to meet my future prince charming~ hahaz~ then from young pyscho him say "when u grow old~ u must marry jie jie~~~" hohoho~ why never say my fate is meant to be hu li jing fate? then i inherit lots of cash from my husband? haiz~~~ i will be happier to listen to it. Summarize, i will have man who are same age or younger than me, not capable, and i will be married alot of times, of cause will not be a nun fate like the first master says~ i am a flirt~ wooohooo~ here come sugar mummy~~~~ lolz~~~~ Really, i am not angry or what but writting here so in future can keep track like how many came true actually... Yeah~~~

2007-07-01T01:21:00.000+08:00

click to enlarge for better view~ yumz
cake (hazelnut choco cake) and ice cream (johnny walker flavoured) i make myself~ woooooooooooooooooooooo

2007-07-01T01:09:00.001+08:00

click to enlarge picx~
photos taken today during trip~ abit boring~ abit angry with the si gin na sitting at the back of me when watching transformer~ the mother really dun know how to teach the child~ lose face~ either u dun bring ur child to the theatre~ or u teach ur child to behave well~ or u apologise~ duhz~
o yah~ and some of the very got feel pix i took one like the handphone in handphone~ haha~ suddenly feel like i am a born photographer~ hohoho~ (artistic arh)

2007-07-01T01:06:00.000+08:00

click to enlarge~ the cool sea breeze
trip to east coast~ picts have been storing in my phone for so long~ sp just upload some... haha~

2007-07-01T01:02:00.000+08:00

click to enlarge~ Some photos took today in bugis~ reminds me the good old days when i am still an teenager~ everyday go take arh~ haha

2007-05-22T19:16:00.000+08:00

It’s a year after graduating from RP, what have you done, and how far did you go? It seems like so many others have stepped on~ move towards to another place, yet I am still right there stepping on the same ground, or worse, I moved backwards.

A year ago, before graduating people made promises to keep friendship, but as times goes and as we headed different direction in life, different series of issues happens in our life, everybody drifted away; gradually… Same here, different episode happens in my life, somehow thinking changes, can I say maturely? Or should I say more depressed? It seems the more you witness, the more you know, and the darker your world turns. Good or bad, life still goes on… Friends, or whoever looking through this blog (although most probably nobody might ever come in), do some reflection on the past year event and try to stay positive, though difficult, but try…

2007-05-17T23:02:00.000+08:00

Back from japan - Tokyo. This was quite an special trip for me i was only told by my sis that we are actually going to japan on the morning in the evening flight, so without a guide and hotel booking we headed directly for japan~ Somehow this trip make me reflected on various things, i can't say that i '看开了', but tour always relax someone's nerve.

Past few month, I had practically locked myself up and continue to study as I am too afraid of failure, nobody likes failure anyway, especially when burden of family pride and finance fall on you. Anyway, will later upload the videos took over there. But one funny fact I want to tell the '哈日', what for '哈日' when Japanese all '哈韩', along the streets of Japan in Shibuya, Ginza, Ueno almost everything is with regard to the Korean Drama....

still alive

2007-05-02T13:37:00.000+08:00

back, 4 month since i last updated~ years since i log into msn, somehow wanted to hide, hide from the world and somehow so scared of people asking "how are you now?" i can't answer okay, coz i am really not okay and i can't say "i am not fine...", can i? i don't know how to answer and i don't want to answer especially those, "what are you doing recently?" coz i am really not really doing anything~

so many thing happened around these period, i really don't have any more energy to move on sometimes, and i really need miracle... still in the midst of exam~ still stress, still hoping that miracle will befall on me, still highly depress... ending here, just to let people who are still curious if i am alive that, yaaa... i am...

2007-01-29T23:53:00.000+08:00

2007-01-01T02:55:00.000+08:00

happy new year!!!! happy new year!!! after MIA for so long finally back to blog some other boring stuff for my loyal reader - grace tan ~ muahahaz~

Oh yeah for gals (how to slim down in 2 days)****
dear people i have tried so many methods to slim down but none works on my stubborn fats~ but however recently out of nothing i slim down a huge lot in 2 days time~ unitl my jeans almost come lose~ wooz~

1st - strike a high fever and serious cough for 2 days
2nd - have ur mensus come during the 2 days... ><
2nd - drink porriadge for the 2 days
3rd - don't sleep for the 2 days (have a friend you know in a day will make ur message box memory full in a day to message u 24/7 until u don't dare to online,and look at ur hp)

This is serious!!! I am not faking, went to family clinic, he got my weight last taken and from the weight taken LAST YEAR (2006)~ I LOST 6 kg!!! and doc even suspect i got dangee~~~ hahaz~~~ now 55kg layy~~~~~
BUT I STRONGLY BELIEVE THAT IN ANOTHER 2 DAYS TIME I WILL FATTEN UP MYSELF TWICE THE WEIGHT I LOST~ gigglez***

School going to start already~~~ sianz~~~~ i really dun want to see that stupid Mike Tan~~~~ THE LAO PIGU (old ass)!!!! hate uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~~~

Celebrated Zhu's bd and count down at Devil's today~ And tomorrow going to Connie's at MOS, confirm dear - daring (grace tan) and connie is going to go down litres of alcachol, faintzzzzzz~

And ya ya~ why am i updating my blog now??? cause grace tan says tml she going to pick me up on her bike~ scared scared~ so here to write my last word~ lolz...

Predictiong for tomorrow, connie is going to get drunk, she is goign to throuw her hp again like everytime she drunk~ grace is going to drink like there is no tomorrow since it's connie's treat tomorrow... wooozz~

Got a very ugly yucky hair cut, so waiting for my hair to grow longer~ saded, else i am going to cut my hair damn short!!! criez~~~ anybody got fake hair to lend me???

2006-12-14T22:24:00.000+08:00

Saw this post on my school mail~ should play a part here...

Title: Appeal for eye witnesses to accident on 29 Nov.

Dear students,

One of our students, Hoe Jing Hui, was pinned down by a taxi on her way home from SIM on Wed, 29 Nov. The accident happened at 9.55pm at the junction between Jalan Anak Bukit and the turn-off to the PIE/BKE expressways. She was on a scooter and died within minutes. The family is appealing for witnesses to come forward. If any of you saw what happened, please contact Sylvia Yeo at 62489698 or sylviayeo@sim.edu.sg. It is important to the family that there is proper closure surrounding Jing Hui's death.

Thank you.

Student Care and Services

2006-12-11T02:37:00.000+08:00

It comes to me that there is a lot of things I really cannot afford to lose, losing one will gradually lead the lost of another... There is just too many things, and it don't just come one after another, everything just clash together, I wish sometimes I will be strong enough to handle all these things... I really cannot bear my father to go overseas and work alone with his body condition, but I am so afraid that my failure will add on more financial burden to my family and will result in my father's decision... Arghz~ My mind and brain is really empty now, my eyes swollen~ Really feel like jumping out of my window, if not for my parents I really would have done it, shall end here...

2006-11-30T14:07:00.000+08:00

Had the most wonderful and touching birthday... Cause all my life my birthday never actually went so smoothly, though tiring~ hahaz...

So in the morning i went to Carrefour then to Cold Storage taking 7 big bags of food just for the day~ then i remember one guy in united square de cold storage gave the "i don't believe it" face when he saw the things i am carrying... haha~ And spend a total of 200 over for the food!!! Butzzzz its worth it, taking this chance to thank my family and relatives for what they have done for me through the 21 years... Then with the help of my dad I cook up:

>Escargot
>Baked Garlic Mussels
>Salad
>Salmon Sashimi
>Sushi Platter
>Baked Stuffed Chicken (which is so big~ that my grandpa thought its turkey)~ faintz
>Steam Corn & Baked Mini Potatoe
>Tubs of Ben and Jerry Ice Cream
>Chocolate Brownie Cake from Chocolate Art sponcered by my sis

In total I recieved thousand over de ang bao which is banked into my study account and never to be used except for study purposes.

1 nice nice de necklace and a memorylane de musical box from my mum and papa (but think they never check properly coz the doll always get stuck half way dancing~ faintz) and ya~ya~ my mum de tradition~ 1 bouquet of roses when me and my sis turn 21 and the biggest share of the ang bao value~ muahaha.

1 nice cherry makeup pouch and a beatiful lock and a very touching letter from my sis.

My aunt and uncle contributed a big proportion to the ang bao value and she specially framed 2 nice cross stitch done my me years ago~ big thanks~ Also with it she is going to sponsor me to go Thailand for shopping trip but due to schedule (cause i already meet baoz), I have to reject~ haiz~ My cousin a nice bag~ And my grandparents alot of compliment and finally my gu gu a lot of blessing and also ang baoz~ haha~

The value of money is not important~ but its the heart that counts~ Also alot of thanks to those who sms me to wish me Happy Birthday...

Then when the dinner ends my dad break the news that he might be heading to Beijing for a better career oppotunity and provide for my family~ Was like... wanted to cry~ cause i will miss him alot alot, but will respect my dad's decision~ coz its gonna be a career boost for him~ Haiz donno lah~ this birthday is filled with alot of emotions.

This saturday going to meet baoz as a belated celebration~ Hope everthing will go well~

2006-11-18T15:43:00.000+08:00

2006-11-16T01:07:00.000+08:00

2006-11-07T19:21:00.000+08:00

Yesh! I am back~ quite dead, think i am going to fail le~ saded~ nothing much to blog~ shall update when i think of things to write, cause after studying so much, killing so much brain cells, its a miracle i am still alive~ Hope and pray i dont have to repeat, reason... first - the cost is quite high and i don't want to waste time, second - is not because i never study or do anything, in my whole study life i have never try so hard~ if I have to repeat OB i really have to THANK my lecturer who eat his words when advising my essay... duhz~ I WILL CURSE YOU IF I FAIL!!!! MIKE TAN ^%$&%^$%%#$!!! You better pray i don't fail~

2006-10-05T16:48:00.000+08:00

Laughing and puking off when watching this program~ kylie kwong: Simply Magic from Discovery Travel and Living Channel~ Ewww~~~ The way this host prepares the food~ is not at all authentic chinese which she claims to be, with all the ingredients used wrongly and a complete turn off, but with her flamboyant language and cutting skills, she still manage to bluff her way through and become one of Australia's most famous faces on tv~ How easy it is to cheat and mo's money~

Recently quite hazy in Singapore, no more seaview from my window, but as a matter of fact i love the haze, cause every morning when i wake up i feel sort of like surrounded in the midst of the clouds~ Exams are coming, but I still havent got the 'feel' to start studying. >< I guess it spells DOOM for me le~

2006-09-27T23:21:00.000+08:00

busy busy busy~

thinking to format my comp but i cannot find any disc to format my comp, when i tell everyone i am going offline to format my lappy~ then in another 1/2hr i am back online~

saturday going to meet baoz~

sunday mie's bd~

end of the month going to meet grace and lyn to drink till we drop~ muahahaz

exam coming on 25t oct and 7th nov~

flunk my essay~ thanks to mike~ so must do my best for all exams~ must not let anything distract me le~ haiz~

wondering when i am going to get out of this school, somehow hate myself in this school~

recently in daze~ can fall asleep then another min and suddenly wake up just to read magazine~

gaining lots of weight~ so definately not depression like other baoz is suffering~ ><
time to go on diet le~

now thinking how shld i celebrate my bd also~ booking chalet is out~ anyway not looking forward to step into the early 20s~

when we grow older life become soo depressing~

end of reporting~ byez~

2006-09-17T13:22:00.000+08:00

adopt your own virtual pet!

no time to update my blog~ shall have ah fat here to entertain all~ until i have time to be back to update and complain~

2006-09-04T19:27:00.000+08:00

Death of Crocodile Hunter, Mr. Steve Irwin (http://www.forbes.com/business/healthcare/feeds/ap/2006/09/04/ap2991321.html), haiz, life is so unpredictable... With my greatest respect, Rest in Peace... So odd that a person you see everyday on tv suddenly dissapear forever, no more crocodile hunter i guess, thanks for the entertainment you brought to viewers~~~~ hmmmzzz..... some how the same feeling few years back sort of haunts me again suddenly~~~ goign to get busy for my exams liao le~ bb

2006-08-23T23:35:00.000+08:00

i am melting~ i do~ i do~~~ muahaha~~~

2006-08-19T19:58:00.000+08:00

sooo~ wow~~~ my pre-school to secondary-school buddy im me few days back~ guess what~ while i am here working like a dog in singapore~
she is touring around the world with her bf~ now she is at europe siccne she graduate from poly until now~ wowzzz~~~ *envious* then see the photos she posted on her blog double up my wish to go touring around the world~~~
the other buddy from secondary school is also planning her marriage~~~ wowzz again~ not not envious~ wahaha~~~ coz relationship is too much commitment for ppl like me and also no guys wants me~ ahaz~
it seems like onli me still stepping around aimlessly~ hmmzzz~ wonder when we can have our gathering

2006-08-14T19:33:00.000+08:00

headache headache headache~ i dun wan to fail my OB and ECONS

2006-07-16T12:44:00.000+08:00

Santino is sooo Bitchy~ OMFG!!! Watched P.R yesterday at Travel and Living channel but P.R without him would be sooo damn boring~ haha~ So oncce in a life time we have to meet a bitch around and bitch with them to make life more fun~ oO lolz~

2006-07-15T13:54:00.000+08:00

too tired to even show my emotion, talk or do other things~ haiz~~~~ i just keep the same expression and dun talk to anyone at home~ but funni thing is i dono why i feel this way~ until suddenly i feel an urge to game~ come online~ then baoz flood me~ wahaha~ sort of cheer me up a little~ and think i shall put an update to my blog le~ since i am the onli one who constantly update bloggie, shall keep this going on but nth to update coz life is sooooo boring~

starting to feel sick of this blog skin~ but no mood like last time to go design again and again~ duhz~ maybe i shall go look though the designs i made last time and put up again until i got the mood~

2006-07-10T19:17:00.000+08:00

Had a couple of accidents today~ First I spilled my cup of bubble tea at the canteen when walking out of the door, the gang walking infront of me suddenly stop to greet their friend AT THE DOOR, so i also step on my brake, then dono which idoit~ give me a bump from behind, to stop myself and my things from falling, i tighten my grip =..= and that's when the accident happen~ the cup holding the bubble tea is very very soft de plastic, then all spill on myself onli~

Then I try to walk off toa table to clean myself, then my legs kicked on the chairs~ ouch~

That's not all, in the lecture room, when walking down to collect something, I SLIP AND FELL!!! omg~ soooo pai seh~~~~~

Then I dono which idoit also~ take all the lecture notes then people who came in late which is ME!!! Don't have the notes and cannto follow the lecturer at ALL!!! The only good thing that happens to me is when me, Jamie and Jia Hui went down to ask if there is anymore of the lecture notes during recess, met a guy~ wahaha~ he got nice slang and boylish looks~ I thought onli i notice it then i suddenly see Jamie's eye got the "SPARK"~ haha~

Then there is this funny and cute Malay guy~ he walk walk walk then stop infront of me and Jamie then suddenly talk to himself loudly~ "Aye? Where am I? Where is my seat?" ahaha~ so farniiii, his expression, remind me of Uncle Asmawi from RP but a younger and more blur version~ lol~ Also see another familiar faace in SIM is another security uncle from RP previously~

And also this ceretain lectuer very strange wor~ Forget to pass attendance to let us mark, then say tml let us mark, when we says that tml we wont be attending cause we (Me and Jia) got lesson crash, face black black to us~ sadz~ then only 2 names wor~ don't let us mark~ say wednesday then let us mark the attendance~ ><

Then her lessons is like damn broad~ At the end of the lessons liao also don't understand abit of the lesson she taught in the 3 hours~ It's like~~~ If she was to describe and teach us what is an Orange~ she will onli says orange is orange directly from textbook~ But not in sense of orange is edible, orange is a fruit, orange is a citirc fruit~ =..= not need people to hold us by the hand to teach us, we got no notes no nothing, then she was like directly read from the textbook and soooooo broad~ how to understand what the hell she is talking~ haiz~~~

Then after lesson ends, when walking back~ Saw Mavis and her gang~ We commented on how sexy her top looks, but didnt manage to talk to her these few days~

Already starting to miss JQ liao~ haiz~ also RP etc~ back in the "good old days" i am really the VERY VERY LOUD kind of person~ now I just don't seems like acting like myself ><; nowdays i onli sit around and laugh to myself at small jokes acting like a person with 自闭症, basically just dun feel like talking or taking initiative to talk which is sooo unlike me, it really seems like everybody moving on~ i am somehow stuck in a place i don't even know where i am, not acting like my normal self~

Nothing more to report le~ END.

2006-07-08T02:40:00.000+08:00

Once again~ playing around with fireworks~ And I made name for Li Li and Ping Yi Ma~ haha~ Don't think look that bad though~

Right now~ wondering if i could make money out of this~ ahah~ who's interested??? haha~

2006-07-05T14:43:00.000+08:00

OUCH!!!

2006-07-04T21:00:00.000+08:00

one of the dinner outing~
waiter: "what drinks you all want??"
us(baoz): "ice water, thank you"
waiter: " ice water~ hot or cold?"
me -> =..= hello~ ice water~~~

So far for me laughing at people's blurness~ cause the next thing i knew these few days i have been acting like an idoit, and doing alot of stupid things~ saded~ my senile is getting from bad to worse~

Now at the moment super sad~ Cause I felt I am of no help to ease my friend's unhappiness, you all stick around me when I am down, so really hope that you all let me do the same~ I really dun want the same incident from happening, that only after losing a friend forever, never will be able to make up no matter how, and that onli after she left us forever, realise that i have never done enough~ haiz~ Really hope to ease the burden but not add on to the burden~ As long as you all happy can le~

Anyway~ Grace for your info~ my class starting this thursday, 6th suppose to go on 3rd but exempted~ wanna drive me there on ur bike mah???

2006-07-02T15:42:00.000+08:00

Romance
Although you're a sucker for romance, you'll probably cut a guy some slack even if he doesn't constantly pamper you with gifts and affection. You crave passion in your relationships, so you want a guy who can (and will) express his deepest feelings for you through his actions. Someone like Richard Gere or George Clooney, perhaps? But you know that men aren't very romantic, so you're willing to lower your standards in this area if need be. Chances are you're willing to stick around once the courting period ends, though it's still very important that your guy occasionally dote upon you. Your realistic-yet-hopeful outlook will guarantee you a good catch!

Maturity
Love might be a serious game, but it should still be fun. Too much sophistication can kill the romance. But we didn't have to tell you that. It sounds like you always go for the kind of guy who knows how to cut loose and just be himself. Practicality and maturity are respectable qualities, sure, and no man should be completely without them, but they've never been high on your list of important ingredients for an exciting night out. Based on your answers, we think your perfect guy — someone like Jerry Seinfeld or Cuba Gooding Jr., perhaps? — should know how to have a great time without acting too childish or outrageous. Whether he adds a little bit of danger to your life or just has a great sense of humor, your ideal man would still be young enough at heart to let the kid in him emerge.

Lifestyle
Some people say love is a journey of the heart. So if you're traveling anyway, why take coach when you can go first class? It sounds like you have some very clear financial expectations for your ideal relationship. Money is an important aspect of romance for you, probably because of the leisure and opportunities it offers. (One guy with a bank account that might live up to your expectations is David Hyde Pierce's character, Niles, on "Frasier.") There's no doubt that a luxurious lifestyle is tons of fun, but we hope it doesn't become the most important aspect of your relationship. We all dream about a fairy-tale love affair (complete with a castle), but it's important to stay within the limits of reality. Based on your answers, you should recognize and respect your desires, but if you meet Mr. Right, don't let anything get in the way of true love, even an itty bitty bank balance.

Looks
You seem to know instinctively that love is blind, so why rule out any potential suitors? Sure, you probably prefer a looker (who doesn't?!), but you don't have strict standards by which you measure a potential date's physical appearance. Nicolas Cage? Ben Stiller? Just your style. Not only does this tendency reflect your innate good nature, but it also indicates that you'll be more apt to find your ideal man, since you're not someone who shuts the door on anyone who couldn't make a magazine cover. Of course, just because you're willing to look past the surface doesn't mean that your guy will be anything less than stunning. Whoever he is and whatever he looks like, you'll find him because your mind and heart are open.

2006-06-30T10:29:00.000+08:00

动感光波！！！哔~哔~哔~哔~哔~哔~哔~哔~哔~哔~
Nothing much to update~ getting busy with the exemptions and arranging my new timetable~ currently quite stresed up with it~
Met with baoz yesterday~ Seems like all still quite stress up and life haven't been smooth to us... But however, I take note of something~ People who are unsatisfied with their current job grew slimmer~ People who's quite settled and satisfied grew abit~~~ haha~

2006-06-28T01:18:00.000+08:00

http://stars.zaobao.com/pages3/xumeijing060627.html

Report about Mavis Hee charging into 6 star hotel and do some crazy stuff there and was caught by police then bring to WB... Stunned when I saw the news so just wanted to share it with you guys since i got nothing to blog cause life is still as sickening, though maybe I may not be experiencing the "trauma" as others... Somehow really feel sorry for them, and really starting to feel the cruel side of life, which makes my mood worse...

Now when I am writting this post recieved a message from Mavis not that Mavis, Mavis Neo saying she's sick le (coincidence~ but abit errie~ haha)~ anyway she says she cannot go for tomorrow's orientation cause she wanted to meet to go together tomorrow, now I dono if I want to go a not already~ Cause I am soooo alone there, then alot of ppl I see at the last trip is like all got partners go with them... Haiz...

2006-06-25T01:54:00.000+08:00

I always thinks Pepsi Ad is sooo interesting... And suddenly I got reminded of the problem statement we did during consumer physcology =..= & super tai tai~ Anyway got exempted from RMIT for 4 subjects... lessen my burden somehow but other polys get 8 subjects which is 2 years!!!! Luckily the SIM person guide and helped me through the appeal else, I think they wont even exempt 4 modules to me, so spamming her the mails with so many documents somehow is worth and future rp ppl can get in there with more exemptions~ yeah!!!! But I stupidly brought the books that is exempted (70++) days before, so ask the person see if they can do anthing about it anot also, heex... and yah~ saw quite a number of rp friends there, jamie, jia hui and mavis... 28th the orientation~ damn sucks the school sucks money de~ first time heard orientation have to pay money ($17) but no choice, i need to survive my 2 and a half years there... SIANZED!!! Other than the familiar faces, I see alot have the stuck up face especially the 2 years ppl~ dono why, maybe i jealous or they really stuck up when filling the form having noted as the 35th batch while the rest are 37th batch so now after the deduction, I dono which batch I belongs to, have to wait for the RMIT ppl to reconfirm with me again~

2006-06-21T19:50:00.000+08:00

Hate my life, hate everything about it... And when people asked me, "hey wad's up? what are u going to do? Why? School how?" I guess I just loose control over it and maybe answer in a manner I didn't expect too. Guess... I just hate it... I sometimes dono if i made the right decision, I dono where it will be leading me to, sometimes i just feel so lost, the money that will be spent on my education, means i cannot accept one bit of failure... A new enviroment, an unpredictable future...

Sometimes just don't feel like talking or moving the whole day~
And recently my memory has been failing me... ><

For the questions, once and for all...

Tomorrow 22nd I am heading to SIM for dono what so dun ask me - And I will be on my way to purchase some books from the libary there...

28th going to SIM again, and should be for orientation...

And I will be starting school on 3rd July...

Exam period willbe from Oct to Nov

And I am looking for a part time job after I get used to the school environment to just to keep myself and finance up... And really even if I get the job that is not to your likings, I have my own plans and I have considered alot of things in my brain... Caring is not to interfere, sometimes caring to me may be alot better when you understand and know what I am doing and give me support...

2006-06-21T01:07:00.000+08:00

2006-06-13T17:39:00.000+08:00

" TWO TRUE STORIES ABOUT RACISM

1) I'm sure many of you watched the recent taping of the Oprah Winfrey

Show where her guest was Tommy Hilfiger. On the show, she asked him if the
statements about race he was accused of saying were true. Statements
like"..."If I'd known African-Americans, Hispanics, Jewish and Asians would
buy my clothes, I WOULD NOT have made them so nice. I wish these people
would *NOT* buy my clothes, as they are made for upper class white people."

His answer to Oprah was a simple "YES". Where after she immediately asked
him to leave her show.

My suggestion? Don't buy your next shirt or perfume from Tommy Hilfiger.
Let's give him what he asked for. Let's not buy his clothes, let's put Him
in a financial state where he himself will not be able to afford the
ridiculous prices he puts on his clothes. BOYCOTT. PLEASE SEND THIS MESSAGE
TO ANYONE YOU KNOW. Then send it to the whole community that's not white
people and see the result. We have to see the result of unity.

Let's find out if Non-whites really play such a small part in the world.
Stop buying any range of their product, perfume, cosmetics, clothes, bags,
etc.,

2) Scene took place on a British Airways flight between Johannesburg and
London.

A White woman, about 50 years old, was seated next to a black man.
Obviously disturbed by this, she called the air Hostess. "Madam, what is
the matter," the hostess asked. "You obviously do not see it then?" she
responded. "You placed me next to a black man. I do not agree to sit next
to someone from such a repugnant group. Give me an alternative seat." "Be
calm please," the hostess replied. "Almost all the places on this Flight is
taken.

I will go to see if another place is available." The Hostess went away and
t hen came back a few minutes later. "Madam, Just as I thought, there are
no other available seats in the economy class. I spoke to the captain and
he informed me that there is a seat in the business class. All the same, we
still have one place in the first class." Before the woman could say
anything, the hostess continued: "It is not Usual for our company to permit
someone from the economy class to sit in the first class. However, given
the circumstances, the captain feels that it would
be scandalous to make someone sit next to someone so disgusting." She
turned to the black guy, and said, "Therefore, Sir, if you would like to,
please collect your hand luggage, a seat awaits you in first class." At
that moment, the other passengers who were shocked by what they had Just
witnessed stood up and applauded.

Both the above are true stories. If You are against racism, please send
this message to all your friends"

Recieved this mail stating about Racism~ Sometimes, we cannot say that this world is fair, coz alot of people judge from perception... And these perception may be wrong and can be influencing if unstopped... About people, about places, about everything else, qualification, nationality, colors of the skin... Haiz... What is this world turning into????

2006-06-08T18:51:00.000+08:00

Just finished my sis's space pig blog design again yesterday~
http://lavender-garden.blogspot.com/

Maybe I should have changed mine too~ maybe a change of mood~ now in contradiction of RMIT and SMU due to both parties time constraint, will try to write to RMIT see can drag again anot, all thanks to SMU's change of confirmation period of (end of may - mid june) to (end of june) then RMIT commence at JULY!!!~ Super Sianzed Out~

Something that surprise me somehow today is I woke up crying~ no more cry myself to sleep but wake up crying~~~ Depression mode oncce again~~~ I really need sometimes out to go drink myself silly again and forget for a night of these stupid things bothering me~~~

2006-06-06T01:16:00.000+08:00

yethttp://spaces.msn.com/lemonchamomile/PersonalSpace.aspx?_c11_PhotoAlbum_spaHandler=TWljcm9zb2Z0LlNwYWNlcy5XZWIuUGFydHMuUGhvdG9BbGJ1bS5GdWxsTW9kZUNvbnRyb2xsZXI%24&_c11_PhotoAlbum_spaFolderID=cns!C02D9E08914A102A!138&_c=PhotoAlbum&_c02_owner=1 here

for the graduation pic~

http://spaces.msn.com/lemonchamomile/PersonalSpace.aspx?_c11_PhotoAlbum_spaHandler=TWljcm9zb2Z0LlNwYWNlcy5XZWIuUGFydHMuUGhvdG9BbGJ1bS5GdWxsTW9kZUNvbnRyb2xsZXI%24&_c11_PhotoAlbum_spaFolderID=cns!C02D9E08914A102A!138&_c=PhotoAlbum&_c02_owner=1 here

for the night at baby face~

Did a name analysis and this is the answer
杨淑仪的成分如下：

巨大的怪兽：67.07%
色情狂：20.27%
反应炉冷却水：5.33%
天下第一举世无双绝对无敌真正非常超越超级震古烁今空前绝后刀枪不入无坚不摧无所不能好厉害：2.29%
撞豆腐自杀的勇气：1.86%
夸克：1.63%
超音波：1.55%

Other people get those nice nice thingy like smart and famous people in it or crystal etc~ Mine? I consist of 67.07% of monster in me~~~ OMG!!! And a little of Chemical X (power puff girls) prrrroooofffzzzz~ here comes SHAR!!!! ><

Called SMU, but no body picked up my call, all transfered to phone recording, then write mail to them~ now~ I heard from JQ and confirmed with Marilyn that she already recieved her offer from SMU already, suddenly feel sooo disheartened and saded~

But first have to send my congratuations to Ping Yi Ma for your PR thingy~

And Li Li Biao Jie + Ping Yi Ma, dun sad anymore le~ must eat more wor if not body will deterioate and don't think of those silly thoughts le the best way to run away from all things is not your solution, whatever you choose to do, not that~ Ending here bahz~

2006-05-31T04:01:00.000+08:00

PS. What I am writting I also dono now in the stage really high~ please make sense out of urself~ first time so "HIGH" wahaha~

Now very high after alot of double dosage of chivas down at baby face with lyn, yi ling, adrian and JQ wahaha~ Shall update and upload all inside the camera some other day and my "gan xiang" of the graduation ceremony some other day also~ oO ... btw yiling says i walk to the stage very stiff~ but i dono why also wahaha~ maybe abit scared, maybe coz of the shoe also, my feet is now with the blistersssssss (ouch pain pain~ anybody sayang me???)~

And its onli after the Chivas, I find the real me~ I really need a real rich guy, stop messing around like mad woman with the guys like baoz family and not acting too manly and I really dream to hold a 3 day 3 night dinner at fullerton hotel at my weeding wahahaha, that's what i say when we walk to the merlion to sit for a while~

Hannie says i look cute, yiling says i look too formal~~~ hmmzzz can somebody tell or define me what is my dress code "sense" - after i upload pix when I am not that high??? Lyn kana the comment that she looks like Tiger Air de steward~ oO

Friday going to K - lunch with the guys again~ oO i think i suddenly feel liek sleeping~ zzzz update tml wor maybe with SMU result... coz today not out~ maybe tml bahz coz ping says end of the month~~~ zzz nitez nitez...

2006-05-29T02:02:00.000+08:00

Haiz~ Dono what mood I am going to bring along to the graduation ceremony... Results from SMU will be out by today afternoon or tomorrow, the time now in 2.01am Monday... Actually do I really LONGED for SMU??? I also dono~ But its what my mum wants, financially she is able to afford and maybe morally to show to others I can make it, and I don't think I can make it, all my friends already got a job, got an aim in their life, its only decisions to make... Others had it all planned, and I don't even know what I want in life, no dreams, no vision, no nth...

Everything after graduation is going to change alot... Friends all going to scattered... JQ bon voyage, really gonna miss you, and really gonna miss everything, my friends, my years in RP etc... How I hope I can re-live the days and make a difference... Haiz...

Aunt promise to buy me a digital camera, budget around 500 for my birthday, but my birthday is not until November and got a feeling is like I am bothering her from all the borrowing thingy due to the graduation ceremony, dono to accept the offer mah~ and now I am definately not in the mood to talk about these right at the moment...

2006-05-27T00:14:00.000+08:00

Guys will be guys =..= u can never change them or izit call instinct??? haha ... Found it on the forum~ quite funni~

At this point the baby maybe thinking "Why hard hard de lay??? Izit what the adults call Breast Cancer???"

2006-05-23T18:45:00.000+08:00

It's already near end of the month alrady, Ping told me around this period i will get my reply, just checked, status is still waiting~ haiz... feel my chances are lower and lower already le...

Anyway, besides the reply to the forum to the anti RP people, I did a test~ And here's the results~~

Zen Friend
You know who we're talking about — the person who always has their head on straight, who can sound reasonable even in the most unreasonable of times, and who makes you calmer just by standing in the same room as you. Whether you've known them all your life or recently met them in yoga class, there's just something about this calming companion that made you realize from the very beginning you wanted them in your life.

2006-05-23T13:43:00.000+08:00

you know... its only after i left RP, i realise how much i misses RP, then i recall those complaints i used to make about RP when i am stressed up with the work in RP, really feel like laughing~ Then i came across this forum...

http://forums.hardwarezone.com/showthread.php?t=1258408&page=1&pp=15

See until very buay song! Actually ealier sign up this forum go there to see and ask uni thingys de... Until I went in and scolded back a long passgage!!! lol~ but however, it was shorter than how my rj used to be~ I donno when my "love" for RP suddenly developed... Think of it, I learn a lot, good or bad experience...

Now step into society le~ You can see alot of people give the "face" when talk about RP, but in order to be respected we must respect what we have been through all these years - PBL~ wahaha~ I have reached the state of NIRVANA of PBL liao~ please ignore me.... ><

P.S - my reply on 4th page~ the longest wahaha

2006-05-21T01:04:00.000+08:00

The Half completed presents I make for Mother's Day for my Grand Ma and my Ma Ma~

Mum's Birthday~ she keep refraining from the camera but when I count 123, she always pose~ wahaha~

2006-05-21T00:48:00.000+08:00

Baoz~ last week outing~ had meal at Suki Yaki~ Pictures of some members of Baoz urmm enjoying food~

Today's Baoz outing dinner~ some pic~ but rest delete le~ Coz take Sab she face black black, Xiu Siam Siam Siam - Turn out abt like ghost... =..=

2006-05-21T00:30:00.000+08:00

Baoz outing~ Tempt by dessert display in a resturant, went in and eat, then abit dissapointing lah~ So like the saying goes, dun judge a book by its cover~ lol...

2006-05-18T18:07:00.000+08:00

Well today's status is still the same, but however notice something with the choice... it all turn NA, meaning??? haiz~~~ no hope le no hope le~ Yi Ma then just told me by End of May to 2nd week of june result for ISM then out, soooo~ meaning my depression have to go on until then, and get even more depress, cause I got a feeling I will get rejected~ Even appeal will also get rejected~ Ha Ha~ Anyway thanks to all who have come to give me their regards~

Then yesterday talked to Li Ming, our alternatives are all SIM, but she prefer UOL due to the reputation, which like alot of people lor~ But me personally still choose RMIT~

http://forums.hardwarezone.com/showthread.php?t=1269593

Many says that RMIT is not reputable then the rumours of Bob Tan who holds the RMIT cert but lost chance of promotion~ However, I thought RMIT is the way we are trained at RP lor, then UOL is so like lecture then year end exam, then fail means repeat, RMIT is more consistance as in exam and project then got specialization, UOL is too much of English, A-Maths, Statistic and Finance and Econs~ Which a DUMB ASS like me will never accomplish and go there is a straight fail~

That's what I talk myself in lah~ haha~ And I am not that lucky like JQ, to go overseas... JQ remember my mission to you hor~ haha~ Miss You~ Muackz...

2006-05-17T22:08:00.000+08:00

Today's status still~~~

Thank you for your interest in SMU. Your application is currently being processed. We will inform you of the outcome of your application in due course.

Rather upset~ Cause went to an online forum, a girl just recieved her acceptance letter from SMU le... Donno which school she applied for under SMU~ but, haiz~ are tehre still hope for me anot~~~

2006-05-16T23:28:00.000+08:00

Today's checking of status the status is still...
Status
Thank you for your interest in SMU. Your application is currently being processed. We will inform you of the outcome of your application in due course.

Some people says no news is good news, well I really dono~ hoping for the REAL GOOD NEWS to happen, anyway~ I have been tagged (by Miss Toh Kah Choon) with the tagging game~ Usually I would simply ignore it, well, since I am so bored, maybe I play along with this game bahz..

Instructions of this game:

1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of his/her perfect lover.

2. Mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.

3. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment at their blogs.

4. If you are tagged the second time, there is no need to do this AGAIN.

5. The most impt rule: have fun doing it

So here's mine...
1. Financially independent and able to feed me~ Best if is whatever CEO of an MNC de son who is going to inherit all the wealth but this person must still be hardworking type~ Cause besides feeding me and making me a future tai tai~ this person must also feed my family~ oO haha
2. Mature in character and thinking and also older than me in age~
3. Understand me without the need of me talking, just you know, an look from each other, will know what each other is thinking about~
4. Wether am I in the right or wrong or whatever, will "forgive" me and be the one to give in~
5. Trust and confidence in me in all that I do~
6. That I am the only person his world would centre about~ Meaning without me he will die!!! haha~
7. No need to be too handsome, but cannot be too ugly also~ Meaning standing next to the person I won't feel "odd"~
8. Stand by me in all weather to be there for me~ In other words protect me, from all ka chua aka cockroaches, sickness and un-predictable future~

Wooo~ seems like alot~ and there is still a whole list behind~ But where will one be able to find this kind of guys??? Only in Taiwan Drama lah~

Almost forget~

2. Mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.

MALE~ I want MALE~ NAN REN!!! lol~ Back to re edit my post again~ ahaha

2006-05-16T00:05:00.000+08:00

My days have been rather boring, so I shall update everyday on the status of my SMU application status??? So maybe I wont get so many "You recieve the rejection from SMU le mah?" getting reallly really low morale on it~

Status
Thank you for your interest in SMU. Your application is currently being processed. We will inform you of the outcome of your application in due course.

2006-05-14T22:06:00.000+08:00

"Congratulations! You have been offered a place at SMU. This is subject to confirmation by SMU to you in the form of an official SMU offer letter."

Don't be mislead~ I am just awaiting or should I say hoping this phrase will appear in my application status when I check online my online application status... Super low morale and depressed~ Miracle!!!! Please before on me~~~~~

2006-05-10T23:33:00.001+08:00

2006-05-10T18:53:00.000+08:00

nth much to update so keep posting on videos, recently getting more and more distress, cause SMU result has yet been out and I doubt I have any chance at all, I sort of screw the whole interview~ God~ let miracle happens!!! Let me get into SMU...

2006-05-04T22:07:00.000+08:00

2006-05-03T00:10:00.000+08:00

???Guess Who???

Guess the person correctly and stand a chance to win urrmmm... a kiss from this star....

Scroll to reveal the answer...

2006-04-30T01:51:00.000+08:00

As from commented by Grace and JQ, I have tried Connie's picture in a now background~ woosh~ fierce sia... haha

2006-04-28T18:55:00.000+08:00

Connie Tan~ Ha ha managed to pursuade her to send me her photo for my "experiments"

Yeap, yours eyes is not playign trick, below is sabrina toh~

Planning to do some other faces of baoz family, but somehow, the pictures i have of them is too difficult for me to crop out due to my lousy skills... hahaha

These is all I have done these few days, okay, its really basic fireworks, but still learning...

2006-04-25T20:31:00.000+08:00

Feel so tired~~~

Haven't recieve any news from SMU and NTU after the interview at SMU which turns out to be a disaster... Haven't got anything to do, while others already get their job... Haven't get my clothes for the graduation ceremony~ >< Feel so rejected... Since thre is no news from these unis think I have to go to Monash to sign up le, but sadly to say the price is too~ hmmmzzz... better go and ask if they got any loan or what anot... saded...

2006-04-24T17:23:00.000+08:00

my life sucks big time~ i need to get a life~ kill me please...

2006-04-16T20:28:00.000+08:00

Recently tired to read into blogs of my other friends, but sadly to say, alot did not update for nearly a decade or some merely close their blogs... Actually found that blog itself is quite good that we can at least catch up with some friends even when we fail to meet up to see what's up with their life... but well.... hmmmzz....

2006-04-13T20:00:00.000+08:00

2006-04-12T16:14:00.001+08:00

Had a small gathering with the Baoz yesterday at Suntec City de Coffee Bean, catch up with them on what each of us have been doing, and crap around and talk about topics like murders~ Just then I recieve a call I have been longing for~ the SMU!!! offerign me an interview for the Bachelor of Science in Information System Management. Was happy for a moment then up till now I am still feeling nervous, the course was not what I really like, I was actually hoping for Business Management. Well, hope I can appeal or what lah~

So yesterday night I already picked my clothes and get ready all the documents needed~ whatever... Told my mum about it, she seems happy, but when I tell her I don't want the course she was like~ =..= ok~ cause it's so much into programming~ I got a feeling I will die nice nice even if i get to get into the course... Wish me luck...

Up till now all the news I heard from Baoz wasn't very good, none of them had any luck in a good paying job and I knew they are so stressed up by the fact, they are all capables and smart~ but it's only a matter of luck... And, me, my new nick, my new identity, 杨大仙 (by ping)，predict within a week, you all will get a call offering all 2000 dollar of pay a month and your post is to sit there and do nothing~

And thanks Baoz for enduring me and supporting me when I am really out of mind when I recieved the call all the while, and I wish my other firends who happens to read this post, will also be blessed by 杨大仙。。。

Also JQ, the agency~ hmmmzzz, can try lah~ cause that time they offer me de is part time job, and the person say to me talk to me until like very buay song and that the conditions for the part time job is not very fair to me lah, so in your case may differ also...

Finally actually got a very nice "picture" to share with you people but however, now using my desktop, so nahz... too lazy to walk to my lappy so maybe it will be up in the next post...

2006-04-08T21:22:00.000+08:00

Dying~ no news from NTU, SMU, then have to go back to RP to take my transcript again coz some stupid idoit printed wrongly the transcript and this is the first time I heard a school printed the transcript wrongly... Wrote a mail to them already, and going to make a trip down personally, who's interested to go along???

2006-04-06T17:05:00.000+08:00

update update...

so recently a few piece of news caught my attention, one of which, featured in the Straits Times (April 4, 2006)... Hmmm... states here that 6 RP students went exploring in Margaret Drive which is urrmmm should be somewhere around the eriee eriee place call Pheonix Park where I believed I once see a "wuuu wuuu" float past, anyway they came upon fragments of unidentified skeleton... hmmzzz... And it is that they are so call doing an "Urban Research"... =..=

Next was a case of Simon Ng, I think saw his news over the Taiwan area which minutes before his death he wrote a blog and updated it that helps the US police to nab the culprit, so this determine me to update my blog more often and write more gossips and put a list of "hates" in my blog...

When with JQ over the past few weeks over the whole Singapore, to IBM, Uni Submission and Application and Woodland Campus to collect the transcript etc... Tired...

One happy thing is that I got into the R.O.H, initially i also dono what is R.O.H when I get my transcript until JQ tells me about it, finally I can earn some money from RP ("hopefully")... And I still can't find a part time job, duhz... So broke...

Then that day was saying somehting with my family, cause all the while we knew that our family consist of female decendents only, so was like abit out cast by the whole family case like many Asian family practice there is always an biasity towards the male heirs... So my mum was happy that I completed my studies which many of the pampered males in my family did not, so she can show off... =..= i was like lamed off... Anyway (Oo) as long as I get my pocket money, who cares... wahaha...

So this is going to SLAP HARD in the face to those aunties and uncles who had actually bad mouthed about me and my sis beign dumb and hopeless. Cause I completed mine and that their SONS are just plain drop outs.

Now I know this thingy, "十年苦读，只为高中" but in my family case, I "苦读" alot of years just to let my mum slap these people de mouth shut and show off... No wonder she die die wants me to finish off my uni, so give her another chance to slap their mouth again... But think hopeless le, NTU no letter somehow, and no interview request from SMU... (=..=) sianzed out sia... Luckily JQ brought me to Monash there, still got spare tire... keekee...

2006-04-02T02:32:00.000+08:00

Moonwalk bird
http://media.ebaumsworld.com/wmv/manakin.wmv

2006-04-02T02:31:00.000+08:00

Fainting Goat, never seen it?
http://media.ebaumsworld.com/wmv/faintinggoats.wmv

2006-04-02T02:29:00.000+08:00

Well, if Luckie could do this... Impossible, coz Luckie takes after Grace Tan
http://media.ebaumsworld.com/smartdog.wmv

2006-04-02T02:03:00.000+08:00

Wait for a few mins, then press play else this link below...
http://media.ebaumsworld.com/einsteinbird.wmv

2006-04-02T01:21:00.000+08:00

Hmmm, dono what to write, but keep having an urge to blog and have no topic within me, coz recently things happeing around me weren't the good stuff, so shall not remind myself these things that keeps me fuming... And maybe it taught me a lesson not to trust so much in people again and not to compromise and be more selfish in the future coz no matter how u keep standing in other's shoe, they might not even appreciate or even take a look from your point of view, coz in return, you may get your life all messed up JUST IN ORDER to fit into other's ever changing schedule, then they tell you its off and give ridiculous solution, then maybe you might die from anger the way people handles things immaturely and without planning. And worse of all maybe even after u let them have their way they still feel that you are bullying them or not standing in their shoe to think. Anyway the main point of anger is not the trip or what, is the way some people handles things. - Just when I thought things are turning out better, you broke it with your own hand by not being decisive.

Came across this song again by Collin Raye and everytime i failed to control my tears...

I read a note my grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat and he showed it once to me
He said boy you might not understand
But a long, long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none
But I love your grandma so

We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter
And this is what it said

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then â€˜til I see you again
I'll be loving you, love me

I read those words just hours before my grandma past away
In the door way of a church
Where me and grandpa stopped to pray
I know I'd never seen him cry in all my 15 years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then â€˜til I see you again
I'll be loving you, love me
Between now and then â€˜til I see you again
I'll be loving you, love me

2006-04-01T21:06:00.000+08:00

人总是爱把自己悲剧化，希望把自己装作“琼瑶”女主角，处处可怜。。。我鄙视这种态度，但不代表我是个坏女人，也不代表我会欺负这些女主角。

2006-03-27T16:49:00.000+08:00

I just realised something after going to SIM to register, I FILL IN THE WRONG digit for the column for secondary column instead of (1998 - 2002), i count back wrongly and place 1997 meaning i took 6 years? to complete my secondary =..= stupid me, no wonder i fail my maths, count back wrongly... arghz...
so wasted 52 dollars for registration le... wad a dumb ass.. the evluator filtering the form maybe see liao think why? this person dumb izit took 6 years to finish seondary...

2006-03-26T00:05:00.000+08:00

Have to wait for a few minutes to load else move on to http://media.ebaumsworld.com/wmv/scarfacefword.wmv to view this movie
The movie with the most F*** word spoken worldwide... wooo....

2006-03-24T13:54:00.000+08:00

Trip to Sentosa Siloso beach...

The 7 month old New Zealand baby we met several times, cute...

Kah Leng couldn't resist her...

Xiu couldn't resist the rabbit baby is bitting...

Ping have to restrain to prevent the incident that happened at Sabrina house,

baby see her liao straight away cry... ><

Ah Mah says: "I make the baby smile, you faster take a pix of her!"

Ah Mah, faster give birth to a baby... Ha Ha...

Pictures taken when we are on the tram, saded, coz my handphone low memory

or what then the pictures taken with Ping and Kah Leng both gone =..=

3 of us crazy around the beach, while Kah Leng and Xiu was

lying up there, slacking...

Caught a fish there also...

Woohoo...

Really look like retard when we get crazy over the fishes...

The Chairlift Ride $3 each person.

From the back we suddenly hear: "Biao Yi! Wo Pa!"

from Xiu. Haha..

Meant to capture how far we are really from ground.

But however it looks like we are still standing on ground.

Scenery on the chairlift.

Forced smile from Sabrina, on the chairlift when her hands

still holding tight on the bar. Haha... First time see her so scared...

2006-03-18T14:13:00.000+08:00

You Are Animal

A complete lunatic, you're operating on 100% animal instincts.
You thrive on uncontrolled energy, and you're downright scary.
But you sure can beat a good drum.
"Kill! Kill!"

The Muppet Personality Test

2006-03-18T14:07:00.000+08:00

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced.

Overall, your true self is reserved and logical.

With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative.

In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.

In stressful situations, you seem sad and helpless.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

nth better to post, no job, no event happening around me... haiz... so just do a quiz to fill the posts.

2006-03-16T23:23:00.001+08:00

2006-03-09T13:10:00.000+08:00

Since most of us are stepping into the society and work in the future days would like to share this small piece of information with u all... Take a look at it...

Memo From The Management

Dress Code 1. It is advised that you come to work dressed according to your salary. If we see you wearing Prada shoes and carrying a Gucci bag, we assume you are doing well financially and therefore do not need a pay raise.

2. If you dress poorly, you need to learn to manage your money better, so that you may buy nicer clothes, and therefore you do not need a pay raise.

3. If you dress just right, you are right where you need to be and therefore you do not need a pay raise.

Sick Days

We will no longer accept a doctor's certificate as proof of sickness. If you are able to go to the doctor, you are able to come to work.

Holiday Days

Each employee will receive 104 personal days a year. They are called Saturday & Sunday.

Compassionate Leave

This is no excuse for missing work. There is nothing you can do for dead friends, relatives or co-workers. Every effort should be made to have non-employees attend to the arrangements. In rare cases where employee involvement is necessary, the funeral should be scheduled in the late afternoon. We will be glad to allow you to work through your lunch hour and subsequently leave one hour early.

Toilet Use

1. Entirely too much time is being spent in the toilet. There is now a strict three-minute time limit in the cubicles.

2. At the end of three minutes, an alarm will sound, the toilet paper roll will retract, the cubicle door will open, and your picture will be taken.

3. After your second offence, your picture will be posted on the company notice board under the "Chronic Offenders" category.

4. Anyone caught smiling in the picture will be sanctioned under the company's mental health policy.

Lunch Break

1. Skinny people get 30 minutes for lunch, as they need to eat more so that they can look healthy.

2. Normal size people get 15 minutes for lunch to get a balanced meal to maintain their average figure.

3. Chubby people get 5 minutes for lunch, because that's all the time needed to drink a Slim-Fast.

Thank you for your loyalty to our company. Remember we are an employer of choice and we are here to provide a positive employment experience.

Therefore, all questions, comments, concerns, complaints, frustrations, irritations, aggravations, insinuations, allegations, accusations,contemplations, consternation and input should be directed elsewhere.

The Management

2006-03-02T18:36:00.000+08:00

our class photo, also marks the last day i study in RP. Off to Thailand tomorrow, wish me luck guyz~

2006-02-27T18:42:00.000+08:00

First let me share some images in my phone

The waiters I

The waiters II

Look at the "Zhi Lian" Dina

Me with a very sly smile

Grace in ACTION!

Dono what I am feeling some how~

Just got the news my grandma admitted to hospital coz one side of her lungs somehow cannot function, then she cannto breath, now admitted to the Emergency, but somehow I dono why I did not feel much, cause living in a family where there is a lot of biasness towards the guys, I dun have much memory of her...

Lately, hottest topic is uni, then when all was comparing the results and the transcript etc, I feel like so small, all people's grade are so much better those who applied for uni and those who did not, and me with this kind of grade stilld are to go apply also~ haiz~ no hope le...

Still havent apply for SIM and SMU, thinking to wait for at least this semester result to put in at least look nicer, cause all my grade only this semester one can be seen, but adding up the scores I still lose out to all those pros out there, sianzed.

Going to graduate le, dono what I am feeling also, mixed, sad, happy, uneasy la la la... Now adding up to my problem, my grandma though it did nto affect me alot but, haiz, my dad is very very very worried.

Friday going Thailand le~ nto coming for CP le~ wish me all the luck my plane dun rash, the places I visit dun fall and won't kana what what terroist etc... blahz...

Dono what I am talking about, just find that I long time never update le so put in all I can think of... ><...

2006-02-12T21:58:00.000+08:00

Went to celebrate the lunar 15th with my family at Bang Heng, and my family had already done a pre-booking of 10 people dinner on thursday under my father's name, and my father went ahead of us to get the table after visiting my grandmother... Soooo... it was then EXCITING things starts to happen, my dad gave us a call say the waiter told them we have NOT MADE the booking!!! So we panic lah!!! All out already!!! And that the it's lunar 15th!!! All resturant is booked liao le... And then... it's whne my sis angrily went in and demand to see the table booking from the manager, we happen to see that our table was taken by some jerks who forge as my father MR YEO!!! Worse still the restuarant manager by the name "David" or whoever happen to copy down the wrong number despite my sister repeating the number 2 times at the point of booking...

The restuarant manager happen to ask us to sit outside at a place wulu~fied without air con, of course we don't want lah! we do prior booking cause we wanted to sit in a comfortable air-conned place and there is these group of 13 people nerds and jerks combination coming in forging my dad name when they DID NOT MAKE ANY BOOKINGS!!! So we are all angry lah~ the manager then promise us and apologize blah blah blah, say he go in and scold them (who would believe? he say that to let us happy onli)~

The family knowing that we are the initial people making the booking slowly eat, and me and my sis STARE HARD AT THEM, GLARE THEM, even though we have to wait we must also make sure they dun eat comfortably, then the more we stare the slowler they eat with their Martell, then their kids make monkey faces etc when they are at fault!

So then half way 2 from the table left the restuarant, so i say loudly to my sister who did the booking "NEXT TIME BOOK CAREFULLY, SAY DADDY'S FULL NAME OUT~ SO MANY MR. YEO OF COURSE WILL HAVE PEOPLE FORGE US" the two people hear hear like also scared walk very fast..

Then we waited for half an hour, by right we reach there will have space de, don't have to wait at all... Then, one person came out and ta bao lah~ the person is the old slowly drink Martell de~ so we stare him real haard again, he also buay pai say one stare back like he is not at fault at all when he forge other people and take other people's de things... My sis stared saying mei jia jiao etc etc etc... really mah~ this kind of people somemore drive BM S-series de~ then his group of nerdy sons etc come out act BENG we stare at them lah~ see who scare who~ the old woman hair jit tao like SIMPSON de mother high high de~ think she cannto take MRT~ confimr will kana knock on the bars and the door will jam her hair... the sons are all NERD ACT BENG see liao i dun beat them go out other people will beat them, somemore see see, they are so HUM JI~ stare back them then they dun dare to say anything~

BM lay!!! rich ass!!! but born with no manners and like to forge other people... no identity... arghz...

So the restuarant compensate us with a extra plate of THINLY SLICED abalone for the YU SHENG and fried ice cream~ but we are still soo sooo soooooo ANGRY! the service also very bad! hmpz!

Singaporeans arh!!! Can we be more gracious and mannered anot? this kind of action is barbaric lor!!! If you want get it yourself, dun take other's people de, somemore hor initially we don't want to stare or gin at the table de~ it's they give the face like very ZHUAI like that~ IF I DON'T GIN AND SAY SACARSTIC WORDS I AM NOT SHARON YEO!!!

2006-02-12T14:48:00.000+08:00

Bored~ So dead beat after rushing FYP and having loads of scares from that Dina Hui! Arghz~ Fransin, please divorce him~ wahaha~ Anyway thanks for the wallet which is 3 months later than my birthday!!! Fransin the card inside wallet will pass you de~

Presentation day on 22nd and rehersal on 21st, OMG... then need to do add on to the program~ I still havent do my week 14 and 15 weekly log some more~ Adding on to my sadness, I only get a C+ for my law ut3 and a B+ for my sales and i am destinied to fail my FYP like that... Don't think I can archieve my target GPA 3.0 already then dono to work or to carry ont o study worse to worse is... I havent even write resume to post in school webbie which everybody has done or do any research on the universities... haiz...

Then one big option is out alreaady cause parents don't allow me to go overseas...

And toopid Grace told me she taking another diploma in other poly or RP was like damn stunned!!! WTH you thinking Grace Tan, got chance go uni you wanted to take another poly cert... Haiz...

Now things are more settled already... But still very upset over my grades...

2006-02-01T21:21:00.000+08:00

post taken away as it is extremely sensative to copyright from what i learnt in law lesson today from pinkie

edited on feb 13 2006

people who did not see it is your own lose....

2006-01-26T22:47:00.000+08:00

You Are Chubby Hubby Ice Cream

So there's more of you to love... a whole lot more!

What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?

2006-01-19T15:19:00.000+08:00

Your Elf Name Is...

Spicy Sweet Cheeks

What's Your Elf Name?

2006-01-15T21:24:00.000+08:00

You Are Mexican Food

Spicy yet dependable.
You pull punches, but people still love you.

What Kind of Food Are You?

Cheese Pizza

Traditional and comforting.
You focus on living a quality life.
You're not easily impressed with novelty.
Yet, you easily impress others.

What's Your Pizza Personality?